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lyrics
dont know who i am this year
think i learned to face the fear
i have to drive myself home
think it's time to be alone
and i dont know why
i can't escape this guy
don't know what you want
but i know that i'm not
believe it or not i'm scared to die
i have this feeling almost nightly
im wired incorrectly mostly
its my fault only that i am lonely
dont know who i am
wish youd understand
i can open up
but i can't show you what
you will never experience
i dont want you to
why would anybody want this
whats wrong with you
cant you feel the toxicity
pouring out of me
burning hot and white like
sunshine on the beach
touch me and i'll consume you
but trust me, you don't want me to
cause i grow roots too fast
and wound all i pass through
believe it or not i'm notscared to die
i've imagined it from every single side
car crash gunshots power lines
ive imagined it a thousand times
if i can't save you no one can
gave you every single chance
something died that day
but then a revelation came
its always a game i'll play
try to make the feeling stay
i'ts always a bet i'll place
try to forget your face
if i cant save you no one can
believe it or not i dont want to die
i havent felt that urge in a while
dont know this feeling and honestly
i dont even care to know the meaning
if i cant save you no one can
maybe one day you'll understand
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