i hate ur eyes i hate the way they look so empty
and i cannot tell if they are looking thru my body baby
when we were brothers i never doubted your intentions
what became of you?
do u know what u put me through?
you were crazy and i shouldve seen that
i was crazy too but not like that
i heard the voice of self doubt
you heard the voice of violence
you tried to take my heart but i kept running baby
i thought you could be the one until you. baby?
took me to the place, and i thought that i was safe
and you made clouds and then made my eyes rain
i hate that youre miles away from me
and someone else is making you happy
the day that i met you was so long awaited did you see then how our love was faded
i dont mean to be rude but i think we were kinda stupid baby
how could we have thought, we'd only hold eachother every once in a while
and survive
i hate that you live in my neighborhood
another reason i cant wait to leave home
i hate that you still have my hospital bracelets too
you'll aways be held sweetly in my head
even though you taste so bitter on my tongue
let me say im sorry, for making you go
i dont know what i did, did i not let you grow?
was i holding you back from the sun that you needed?
was it all said and done before the leaves turned brown?
what bugs me most
is still you
is still how i want you
still how i need you
how i miss u and how i feel u
when i walk around at night and someone else is in your bedroom
girls are so stupid they make me so mad
i wish i could hold the bodies they have
maybe the next girl will keep my eyes open
maybe the next girl wont leave me so broken
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